Thursday, December 14, 2006 Like....Really Hard


Another long day where my office mate pointed out to me yet another error I have in my code. It's not that I don't know how to code, but rather I am missing a fundemental understanding of what I am doing. Which you awesome.

I get frustrated because at this obscenly old age of 27 I shouldn't be missing fundemental understandings of what my job is. Shouldn't I be zeroing in on what I will be doing with my life so that my time on this planet is not a waste of time. I think this exploration and non-understanding should not be happening at this time in my life.

So more tears were shed. Another meeting with my advisor this morning where I couldn't explain what the office mate thought was wrong. More numbers are being sent to the advisor.....who knows....maybe there will be a breakthrough in the next couple of days but lately it's been very demoralizing and frustrating.

Apologies to my husband, my parents, my cousin and so on for the endless bitching and complaining.

We did work out a bit yesterday after the downfall of my sanity in my office. Not much just a bit of upper body stuff and situps. Then there was fun and smiles at Lisa's while we made this really easy candy just using the looks like glass candy. Anyways, that was fun. Today is a new day I suppose.

9 miles tonight after work.



ShoreTurtle said...

You're, like, too funny. Thanks for the laughs.


I may steal that.

Full Metal Lunchbox said...

Leah, you are tougher than the toughest physics problem and faster than the fastest sub-atomic particle.  I know you will overcome all challenges.

LeahC said...

thanks full metal :-)

Firefly's Running said...

((Leah)) Hang in there. You can get through it. Physics are DEFINITELY not my game.

Joe said...

Cheer up and don't sweat it. At the tender young age of only 27, you've still got many more years to master your craft.